Archive for July, 2008

Memories on the Mountains…

I actually just wanted to post “Avenue Q is open for booking!” but after watching the church camp photo video montage (mum requested to see it on our tv), I felt like sharing a little bit about the camp.

Even before the camp, God was already teaching me much, especially since I was in-charge of games (again) this year. During one of the committee meetings, I remember the committee members saying they wanted something more from the games this year, like a “structured experience” not just for the finale night game but also on Wednesday night, leading up to the must-have-without-fail fruit fair.

It seemed like a good and exciting idea at that time, but little did Jun Qiang and myself realise how much work we had gotten ourselves into.

I met up with Amanda one evening to discuss games and we sat at Starbucks for hours cracking our heads. How were we going to make the program seamlessly move into the game? How were we going to involve all the campers? Were they going to get the game? Were they even going to realise the game has started?

Thank God that by the end of the night, we did come up with something. By then, we were exhausted and a gallon of creative juices had been wrung dry.

The finale night planning was the worst. Busy schedules prevented the games committee (made up Jun Qiang, Amanda, Nat and myself) from really getting together and brain-storming. Things dragged on until we really started panicking two Sundays before the camp. I remember we had a meeting after church until 3pm and then met again at Jun Qiang’s house at 6.30pm. That meeting (including dinner of course) lasted way after 11pm. Once again, another exhausting and frustrating meeting, but at least we accomplished the basic storyline. Haha. And thanks to Jun Qiang, we all got sent home!

During the camp, all three games, including the indoor games on the second day, were each different learning experiences in itself.

For the indoor games, after a particular game, our super-competitive campers started a rather big dispute with regards to the rules of the game. I, honestly, was taken aback and quite confused as to how I should address the situation. But thank God for my other game com members who were a little less confused and more calm than me. We huddled together and came to an agreed solution that although didn’t appease everyone, allowed the games to carry on and everyone continued having fun.

The fruit fair game was the most trying for me. While planning, Amanda and I overlooked a lot of details that were never addressed even during the game itself. A lot of miscommunication, hiccups and a lack of foresight led to a very messy start, hasty changes during the game and a dramatic ending. I was at my wits end and very very very discouraged at how everything was turning out. While I was in my corner as the “banker”, I remember just wanting to cry.

But every time I wanted to, someone would show up at my “bank”, or a committee member would say that the campers are actually having fun and getting the game, or an encourager would appear with assuring words. Looking back, I realise perhaps how childish I was to let my emotions so easily overwhelm me when the situation really wasn’t that bad. I do take myself too seriously at times and tend to take the entire blame when something goes wrong. But when it all ended, I had even more encouraging words, thank yous and a hug from a friend.

The finale was well-worth all our time and effort. I wouldn’t say it went smoothly without a hitch (as again, there had to be so many last minute changes) but it was fun fun fun. Even though we always have a drama night at every church camp, I think we brought a little something this time, involving everyone from start to finish.

Most importantly, God touched my heart during the camp again. Besides the games, God made sure I had a lesson to learn from each day’s message. Being “Complete in Christ” took on a whole new meaning for me. And I thank God, it wasn’t just a “church camp high”, but a feeling that is still burning in my heart.

Though many things happened throughout the camp, I still want to go back to the mountains with its cold morning breeze, the cool serenity, God’s creation surrounding me, the clean crisp mountain air, the delicious scones and of course, the memories.

Next June, anyone?

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M.I.A

Pardon the noticeable neglecting of this blog.
I’m just plain lazy.
Heh.

Anywayyyyy.
Anyone interested to go Club Med?
Check out the link – http://www.airfares.com.sg/resorts/clubmed/FE_Promo_Natas_1for1_ClubMed.htm

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For Love or For Money

My parents have never been the pushy sorta people so I’ve pretty much done everything my way, to my liking and interest.
This would explain taking up CNM and Literature in University though I had absolutely no intentions of becoming a teacher. I initially wanted to just major in Literature, but decided to do a shared major with CNM just for practicality sake.

So now I’m in the magazine industry where the pay is notoriously low. I don’t know about SPH (but from what I heard it’s a whole lot better) but where I work, the starting pay for a writer is alarmingly pathetic.

So this is where the hard decision has to be made. With inflation increasing steadily, the value of money drops drops drops. If I don’t get the starting pay I requested (which isn’t much or unreasonable at all) I better prepare my mum that I’ll be packing lunch to work everyday (and praying for more media lunches), waking up incredibly early so I can take the bus and not the train to work and walking home if I miss my condo’s shuttle bus.

It’s not that I don’t mind the low starting pay. In all honesty, I think I might take up the job despite crappy pay (or “shit money” as some would call it). BUT, I have to be realistic. The work isn’t exactly easy, it’s time-consuming trying to do all the coordination, requires a lot of running around, drains your creative juices and causes panic attacks whenever the story has to go through the editor for approval. It’s the photo shoots that scare me the most. Sure I’ve been to these shoots and seen how things work, but there’s so much to learn! Angles, colour theme, lighting, props, styling, budgeting… it’s a mind-boggling task of trying to keep abreast of everything that’s going on! And this is only DURING the photo shoot… I haven’t even begun to talk about the before and after..

Granted, everything else I really enjoy, especially the writing part and meeting new people and of course, trying out a smörgåsbord of food. It’s pretty much my “dream job”.

BUT (yes, its another but) the practical side of me (and my parents) tell me that I have to think about the future and also whether the minuscule (ok I’m exaggerating here) pay warrants the amount of work I have to put in every month.

Sigh. I don’t know. Right now, I’m in the midst of a huge task which basically is a sort of interview-test, except its a full scale month-long one. If I “pass” this, then they would hire me I suppose. And then, I’ll wait and see the pay that they’re going to offer me.

Of course, I have a fall-back plan. If the money is simply unacceptable, I’ll just carry on doing what I’ve been doing all this while, earn the little money while looking for a job in the meantime. Quite a win-win situation I guess.

We’ll just have to wait and see.

Anyway, anyone wants a $10 voucher to a new Japanese restaurant along River Valley Road? It’s called Hana Hana Japanese Restaurant and I was there for a tasting recently. The voucher, of which I have eight to give away, can be used with every $50 you spend at the restaurant.

Below are some of the menu items – hope it’s not too small!






Let me know if you want the voucher yeah? First come first serve!

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Homemade Pancakes

I’ve been having this nagging craving for pancakes for the longest time. As a result, I kept bugging my mum, whenever we were in the supermarket, to buy those pre-made boxed pancake mix.

Unfortunately, my bugging never seemed to work due to the high price of these mixes which can easily cost about $6 per box.

So, today, I finally got down to making my own pancakes from scratch. I got some random recipe off from the internet (hooray for the internet!), assembled all the ingredients (it helps that my mum is an avid baker so there’s always flour and whatnot in the kitchen) and made the pancake batter.

It wasn’t that difficult and quite speedy. The only part that took quite a while was actually cooking the pancakes. Haha.


Preparing the pancake batter .


All mixed and done, ready for the hot pan.


The finished product drizzled with organic honey and strawberry jam from Cameron Highlands – picture courtesy of my brother and my neighbour’s DSLR.
(click to see the full-sized picture)

The recipe – copied from the internet onto a piece of junk paper (reduce, reuse, recycle!).
The recipe actually calls for all-purpose flour and baking powder but I used self-raising flour instead. I also substituted sunflower oil for the melted butter (lazy la). The amount of milk given in the recipe also seemed a bit too little as the batter was too thick. Think I added about a half cup more.

Looking forward to making the pancakes again, but this time I’ll probably add a tbsp of vanilla and other ingredients for more variety – mashed bananas, chocolate chips, blueberries, strawberries, raisins, walnuts…maybe even ham and cheese! Any other yummy suggestions?

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Public Transport Woes

Ok. It isn’t as bad as the title describes it to be. Rather, due to a sheer lack of research, planning and plain laziness with a dash of assumption, I had to endure a one and a half hour train ride from Hougang to Bukit Batok.

Yup. Mum and I happily took the train from Hougang, transited at Dhoby Ghaut and took the North-South Line all the way to Bukit Batok. It didn’t help that it was during the peak hour and seats were as scarce as standing space. By the time I finally got a seat, it was at Yew Tee, 2 stations away from my destination.

If I had actually checked, instead of assuming, I would have taken a bus to Ang Mo Kio and then taken the train. But because I thought it would be going the other way, I brushed off the idea. Mum too was equally confused (she who takes lesser train than I do) and no one said anything. Haha. Hiliarious. You should have seen my face when we arrived at the Ang Mo Kio station.

So why in the world was I going all the way to the west side of Singapore? Well, it was my mum’s sister’s, Aunty Mary, 71st birthday and my dad had oversight meeting in church so he couldn’t send us there. So it was the public transport for us since taking a cab all the way for two persons is just a frivolous waste of money. In comparison, my leg-aching and potentially-suffocating crowded train journey all the way to the west side cost a grand total of $1.90. Haha. Quite economical. But provided you have one and a half hours to spare.

I don’t have pictures of last night’s pigging-out-party (i.e hokkien mee done peranakan style, chicken curry, saba fish, deep-fried spring rolls, keuh pie tee, itek tim a.k.a salted veg duck soup, cheng teng and mango pudding) but I have pictures of her 70th birthday celebration last year. We just got the pictures last night!

Here’s mum with her three sisters: (L to R) Aunty Rosie, Aunty Mary and Aunty Irene
They’re typically peranakan! Very noisy, talkative and straight-forward. But fun and Aunty Mary makes the most delicious kuehs!

Ok I don’t have to tell you who’s in this picture right. Haha. For reasons I can’t remember, my brother didn’t join us for the buffet dinner at MELT ~ The World Cafe. Anyway, I think I look like mum in this picture! Same round face. Haha.

(Pardon the bad picture quality. They’re both scanned pictures.)

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Something to Tease your Brain on a Friday!

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I am a Christian.

When I say … “I am a Christian,”
I’m not shouting “I’m clean livin’.
I’m whispering “I was lost,
Now I’m found and forgiven.”

When I say …”I am a Christian,”
I don’t speak of this with pride.
I’m confessing that I stumble,
And need Christ to be my guide.

When I say … “I am a Christian,”
I’m not trying to be strong.
I’m professing that I’m weak,
And need His strength to carry on.

When I say … “I am a Christian,”
I’m not bragging of success.
I’m admitting I have failed,
And need God to clean my mess.

When I say … “I am a Christian,”
I’m not claiming to be perfect.
My flaws are far too visible,
But God believes I am worth it.

When I say … “I am a Christian,”
I still feel the sting of pain.
I have my share of heartaches,
So I call upon His name.

When I say … “I am a Christian,”
I’m not holier than thou.
I’m just a simple sinner
Who received God’s good grace somehow.

-Maya Angelou

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Boundaries.

We all need them to get our lives into order and keep it in check.

Without them, everything will pretty much be in a mess, go haywire and fall apart.

Unfortunately, they’re extremely easy to set but extremely difficult to keep.

Most of the time we bend it, making the boundaries bigger or smaller, with the justification that one should be flexible.

Sometimes, its a good thing to expand our boundaries, but other times, we suffer the repercussion and consequences.

Sigh.

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